♥...I Know It's Hurting You ....But It's Killing Me...♥

My Super Sweet 14 xD

Okay so these are some pics from my birthday party (19.12.2009) i decided to make the party one day before my actual birthday idk why lol :) there are a lot of red eyed pics but who cares ;D

( i took the pic so i'm not on it these are just my friends ;] )

(this is me with marija :) she is one of the best friends i have xD love her <3 )

(this is me with simona :) yea we have the same name cuz we're cool like that :P she is and will be my best friend :D <3 her )

(this is me with gabby :) she likes everything that i do :D <3 her! )

(this is me and ana :) she's no model but i love her :D )

(this is mici with me :) she has a buzznet too ;D we love FOB and we rock! love her <3 )

(this is me with filip :) he's a rocker just like me haha :D as u can see ;] )

(this is stefan with me :) he's like the best male friend [after matty :D] i have :D )

(this is me with alexandra :) love her <3 )

(this is me and stefan :) he's the class nerd :P and he's so tall omg he looks like he could be my father >:P )

(this is me with my sister [she's not really my sister] tamara :) love her she's so small lol :P )

( this is me with vladimir :) he likes shane dawson lol :P )

(this is me and bjanka :) she loves maths :P i hate her cuz of that lol jk :P )

(this is mici eating :D cuz she's a lunch box ;D )

(this is me and gabi :) she thinks she's taller than me but she's not ;] )

(me and marija :) she always makes me laugh :D lol see )

(me with gabi and filip :) i look like a drunk whore lol :D )

( me with the cake :D )

( the cake :D i wanted to make it myself so i did ;D i didn't want to spend a lot of money to make my cake perfect with loads of custom made pics and other shit like that :) i just wanted a normal not perfect home made cake xD )

(the pic on the cake :D i know it's blurry but you can see that m shadows zacky v and johnny c are on it ;D )

well thats pretty much it :D i had a great time and i know that no one will read this but i don't care lol :D

XOXO Simona Vengeance  

Okay guys just wanted to tell u that i wont be on as much cuz of one big faggot suck ass fuck motherfucker motherfucking son of a bitch [i wont tell who it is even if u beg me to or even if ur close to me] and cuz of the motherfucking school i go in so yea... i'll miss  u guys soooooooooooo muchhhhh :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( p.s. forgive me for my language but im fucking pissed off right now!!!!! 

1. I always sneeze 3 times in a row.

2. I always make sure that my msgs are correct before i send them.

3. I love wearing boxers.

4. My guilty pleasure is that I love watching cartoons. I watch them whole day.

5. I blink a lot when I lie.

6. I don't brush my hair. EVER!

7. My eyes change colors from brown to black.

8. I worship cupcakes and waffles and i eat 10 in a day.

9. I can eat anything that's why my nickname is fridge.

10. I always cry when I hear these songs: What a catch Donnie by Fall Out Boy and Seize the day by Avenged Sevenfold. Always even when I'm hyper or happy.

11. I've watched Twilight 39 times even tho I hate the movie.

12. I hate reading but I read a lot.

13. I hate sad movies and the only time I cried when i saw a movie was when i first saw Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire. Ya I know.

Fav A7x's..
Fave A7x album	City Of Evil
Fave A7x member(s)	Zacky Fucking Vengeance! I mean Jesus Christ!
Fave A7x song(s)	Beast And The Harlot, Scream, A Little Piece Of Heaven...
Fave A7x Fansite(s)	www.avengedsevenfold.com and www.vengenz.com
Fave A7x Quote(s)	,,Hey I'm Zacky Vengeance. I play Gynecologist.''
Least Fave...
Least Fave A7x Album	Don't have one they're all fucking AMAZING!
Least Fave A7x member	Least favourite?!?! There's no such thing as a least favourite A7X member!!!!!! <3 them all!
Least Fave A7x song	Obviously don't have a least favourite Avenged song..
Least Fave A7x Fansite	Don't have one either....
This or That
Zacky Vengeance or M.Shadows	Omg this is so hard....But i'll choose my husband mr. Vengeance :)
Synsyter Gates or The Reverend	Hahahah is that even a question ofc i choose the rev :D
Johnny Christ or your above answer	Ummm...my above answer :S
Bat Country or Beast And The Harlot	Beast And The Harlot that song is so sexy haha :)
Seize The Day or Burn It Down	Seize The Day!!!!!!!!!!!! or die regretting ;)
Sounding The Seventh Trumpet or Waking The Fallen	Waking The Fallen
City of Evil or your above answer	City Of Evil
Val or Lacey	Val
Leana or Michelle	Michelle
Gena or your above answer	Ofc i choose my above answer cuz gena is a #!#$@#$#^%$^*(&*%^#$)
Vengeance University or Syn Gates Clothing	Ummm...VENGEANCE UNIVERSITY OF FUCKING COURSE!
Finish The Lyric
Punching Slowly my mind can't....	change the speed!!!!!
They'll find you alone your desperate and....	villainous ways XD
That's right I shed my skin tonight but....	my fangs are hard to hide
Look into the past, lookinto....	thier faces
If you get this then you know your A7x Songs!
You cry to weak friends that...	sympathize!!!!!!! Can you hear the violins playing your song!!!! ..m/

U can steal this if u wanna ;)

Hey guys i'm bored so i decided to make random journals like everyone does. I just arrived home from school and now i know that all of my grades are really fucked up. Anyway the point is my mom blames Zacky V for that and she says that he takes a lot of my time and attention and that i stopped studying cuz of him. I say that she's wrong so i wanted to ask you guys what do you think? 

Second thing i'm thinking of redoing my shout out again cuz i think this one is boring and stupid so i just wanted to know which of these icons should i put in it or should i put all of them in it:

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so what do you think?

Oh and last thing i'm a little short in cash right now [i spent all of my money on converse,highlights,shirts and stuff] but i want to buy the book New Moon on Macedonian so what should i do to get the money? My mom says that if i get all of my grades right i will get my book but my grades are all fucked up so yea what should i do? Thanks for reading :)

1. Zacky Vengeance’s tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried.

2. Johnny Christ does not hunt because the word hunting infers the probability of failure. Johnny Christ goes killing.

3. If you can see M. Shadows, he can see you. If you can't see M. Shadows you may be only seconds away from death.

4. The Rev sold his soul to the devil for his rugged good looks and unparalleled drumming ability. Shortly after the transaction was finalized, Rev stabbed the devil in the eye while he played "Beast and The Harlot" and took his soul back. The devil, who appreciates irony, couldn't stay mad and admitted he should have seen it coming. They now play poker every second Wednesday of the month.

5. When the Boogeyman goes to sleep every night he checks his closet for Johnny Christ.

6. the Rev has already been to Mars; that's why there are no signs of life there.

7. They once made a Synyster Gates’ toilet paper, but it wouldn't take shit from anybody.

8. A blind man once stepped on Zacky Vengeance’s shoe. Zacky replied, "Don't you know who I am? I'm Zacky fucking Vengeance!" The mere mention of his name cured this man’s blindness. Sadly the first, last, and only thing this man ever saw, was a fatal guitar blow delivered by Zacky Vengeance.

9. The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse actually live in Johnny Christ’s nutsack.

10. Synyster Gates made Ellen Degeneres straight.

11. The Rev knows where Carmen Sandiego is.

12. Zacky Vengeance can speak braille.

These are actually quotes of the guys i think haha they're so funny :D

Hey im not leaving :D i was reading the comments on my journal over and over again and then i realized that u 10 ppl really like me ^^ and i wuv u for that :* and only cuz of u im not leaving :] ok heres my thank u list:

1. Thank u Josh for making me realize that all of u ppl like me :D ♥ u 

2. Thank u Leey for being there for me and for making me not to leave :D love u 

3. Thank u Mici for talking to me at school bout not leaving :D znajs deka ts ;]

4. Thank u Lizi for making me realize that u need me...and hun i will be always there for u cuz ily 

5. Thank u Beth my sweet sis for beging me to stay :D i wuvz u ^^

6. Thank u Caro my sweet cupcake sis for letting me now that i should stay :D u knw ily

7. Thank u Kit Kat u letting me knw that ur always here for me...i appreciate that :D love ya

8. Thank u  Ana for telling me that i will be missed :D luvz u 

9. Thank u Emotionlessgal [btw u didnt tell me ur name :S] for making me stay :D i ♥ you

Thats all of u ^^ SO TNX EVERYONE I LOVE U WITH ALL OF MY HEART! AND I WONT LEAVE I PROMISE ;D

XOXO Simon

ok ppl listen up

i think im leaving buzznet cuz [like veryone else that left] i am so freakin sick of drama....plus before when i signed in i had like 20 notes waiting for me in 1 day!

and now ive only got 2 notes in a day....

everyone forgot that i exist and now ive only got about 10 friends that still talk to me and before i had 30.....

plus some ppl dont return my notes...

i added u to talk to u for crying out loud!

and some kids add me and never talk to me...

im so frekin sick of that

anyway that 5% is still making me think that i shouldnt leave..

and those 5% r those 10 ppl that still like me...

so anyway my point is should i stay or should i go???

[1] Whats your Name?:

[2] Are we close?:

[3] What do you think of me?:

[4] Do you fancy me?:

[5] Would u kiss me?:

[6] Would you date me?:

[7] Describe me in 3 words?:

[8] If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?:

[9] What was ur first impression of me?:

[10] Do u still think the same?:

[11] What reminds u of me?:

[12] If you could give me anything what would it be?:

[13] How well do u know me? :

[14] What do u like best about me?:

[15] Ever wanted 2 tell me something u couldn't?:

[16] Could you ever love me?:

[17] Give me a nickname and explain why?:

[18] Are you gonna put this on your blog and see what i say about you?:

[19] do u think im...?

pretty[]

georgus[ ]

id tap that [ ]

i love u [ ]

ur mi best friend! [ ]

beautiful [ ]

amazzzzing[ ]

[20] how long have we been friends?

[ 21 ] would u give me ur number?

[22] any advice fer me?

these r the pics from my country/sea vacey with my family [this will be updated cuz there r too many pics lmao :p]

hey guys just wanted to say this:

im going on my vacation on 16 july and i wont be here for 20 days.....so please do leave me notes messages comments and other stuff cuz i promise that i'll read all of them and reply to all of them even if i have too much notes :]

i will miss ya all like hell and i wont forget any of u guys cuz ur awesome! 

xoxo Simon

WELL I GUESS IT WAS TIME FOR THIS TO HAPPEN:

THEY TOOK BELLA AWAY YESTERDAY.....

I JUST CAME BACK HOME FROM SOME FIELD TRIP [YES I KNW I GO ON A LOT OF FIELD TRIPS] AND THEN MY MOM WAS SITTING IN THE LIVING ROOM AND SHE SAID THAT SHE HAS SOMETHING TO TELL ME....WHEN SHE TOLD ME I LOCKED MYSELF IN MY ROOM AND DIDNT COME OUT ALL DAY...AND THE THING THAT HURTS THE MOST THEY DIDNT GIVE ME A CHANCE TO SAY GOODBYE......

TNX GUYS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT

XOXO SIMON 

MISS YA MY SWEET LITTLE KITTY =(

i'll be losing my bella soon, so im kinda sad now and im mopping round all day and the only thing that keeps me going is buzznet.....but i'll still have this pics to remind me to all the good times me and bella had:

u can see that shes sad too but what can u do *sigh*

anyway i just wanted to thank Beth, Brian and Leey for being with me in this hard time

Beth tnx for making me believe that bella will be always with me wherever i go ...u really cheered me up and made me feel better so tnx....i ♥ u....

Brian tnx for making me smile when i wanted to cry and tnx for bringing my old self back to life...if it weren't for u i would have forgoten how to be happy so tnx soooo much... ♥ ya...

Leey tnx for caring for bella and me and for making me smile when i was down....i told u bout bella cuz u seem to love her sooo much just like i do....  ♥ u....

AND FINALLY FOR ALL THE HATERS THIS MAYBE JUST A CAT AND U MAYBE THINK IM OVER REACTING BUT I FREAKING LOVE THIS CAT AND I DONT CARE WHAT U THINK BOUT IT I WILL STILL LOVE HER TO DEATH

yesterday i was playing with bella when my mom came in my room....she told me that some ppl wanna take bella as their pet and that we have to give her to them cuz i cant keep both bella and her mom.....i started to scream and hit my mom and telling her that they cant take her cuz im so attached to her but she said they have to......she will be gone in 8 days now and i cant stop mopping around.........

ok listen here now....

maybe im not emo or beautiful i mean i knw im ugly and u all hate me cuz of that.....but thats not a reason not to talk to me or comment my pics.....im sick of ppl hating me just cuz im not emo or beautiful and u dont knw how that sux :[ i am who i am and im not changing for anyone so deal with it and if u dont like me (and i knw u dont) dont talk to me, add me as a friend, drop me notes or msgs or pretend to like me just to get something in return i hate that so dont do it pls

xoxo Simon...

hey guys i just wanted to tell u that i wont be online for a long time cuz of my fucking jerk ass of a brother we got in a fight and he started it so i got grounded for like forever..... i guess ill miss u all guys and im sorry but its my creepy buthead and a poor excuse for a brother s fault......i will freaking miss u guys and ill talk to u when im ungrounded....so bye and ill miss u.....

im back guys! :D my dad ungrounded mee yay! :D and grounded my stupid jerk ass bro :D im so freaking happy right now that i could kiss someone :D

THESE PPL ARE MY LIFE AND THE ONLY REASON I GO ONLINE ON BUZZNET EVERY FREAKING DAY I LOVE THEM SO DONT MESS WITH THEM CUZ U'LL MESS WITH ME! =]

BRIAN

This guy is pretty much my world....hes always here when i need him....he always makes me smille when i cry....hes like the summer to my winter and the sunshine to my rain....and at the end of the day i'll always need him to hold me up and i'll never let him down....=]

NAT

This girl is my big sis and that pretty much says it all.....she is the reason i go online on buzznet and shes always here for me and i freaking love her for that.....shes like a candy to me cuz when i see her i'm always happy =]

BETH

This is my other big sis and i cant live without her cuz shes always here to help and to cheer me up.....shes another reason i live and i love her.....shes one of the most beautiful girls here and i love her style....so keep up the good work sis =]

KAITLIN

This is my sis and shes always here when needed....shes here when i need a hug......shes here when i need a smille.....shes here when i cry and she always whipes away my tears i respect her and love her so dont ever mess with her cuz i'll break ur neck =]

 MATTY                                         
This guy i love to infinity cuz he is the sweetest guy ova here :D i dont knw him that well but something brought us closer.....i think hes a sweet guy and i love all the things he does for me...SO I LOVE U MATTY! :D

just wanted to say that i have soooo many sisters who r here for me every time i need them and that i love them sooooooo much!!!! but now i need a brother.....who will always be here for me and help me when needed......love me for who i am and respect me and wont ditch me every time i need him.......who thinks can manage this? just tell me if u do.....

my big buzznet family that i love sooooo much:

my big sis- Nataley (love u hun!)

my big bro- Pony (love ya!)

my lil sis- Jaimie (love u sis!)

my twin sis- Maya (luv ya!)

my other big sis- Boyana (miss ya! D= )

my best friend- Amy (luv u!)

my real brother- Andy

my other big sis-Beth (loves u!!!!)

my other big sis-Donna (u rock!!!!)

my other big bro-Patrick (lovz u!!!!)

my big sis-Kaitlin (heart u!!!!!)

I'll finish this soon i didn't have the time.....don't worry all the others i love u 2!!!!! xD

xoxo Simon